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I' m Just So Tired

I' m  Just  So  Tired  I' m  not  physically  tired  but  tired.  You  see  I  have  Bipolar  I  with  psychosis,  PTSD, and  General  Anxiety  Disorder.  “Wow  you're  nuts!”  you  are  thinking.  I  probably am!  Of  the  three  the  bipolar  is  the  worse  and  longest  running.  My  depression episodes  run  so  long  and  are  so  severe  I  was  originally  misdiagnosed  with  Major Depressive  Disorder  for  nearly  thirty  years!  “Why  are  you  sad?  Whatcha  got  to be  sad  about?  Just  think  positive,”  you  are  probably  wanting  to  tell  me.  Let  me stop  you  right  there.  You  may  use  the  words  “sad”  and  “depressed” interchangeably  but  sadness  doesn't  even  come  CLOSE  to  what  depression  feels like.  People  thinking  sadness  equals  depression  and  thus  discounting  what  we  go through  on  a  daily  basis  is  where  a  large  part  of  the  stigma  surrounding depression  comes  from.  Both  major  depressive  disorder