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from July 2025

I just keep feeling like I’m losing you 
Like your ‘I tried but you just talk talk talk’ is literally you saying you thought you wanted us but you don’t but you can’t tell me honestly when I ask instead you say ‘I don’t know yet’ and ‘needing to be sure’ —how do you not know yet? 

You’re not the only one with trauma, been the victim of domestic violence, and apprehension but you know one thing — I have never doubted what I want with you. I’ve refused to entertain the thought of trying with lots of guys cuz yeah I don’t trust they won’t be like with IT but you i know you arent like him? 

Maybe I just have more faith in you than you do in me cuz I’ve NEVER doubted you’re better than him. a
Ive never doubted you would never rape me, beat me, threaten the life of yours and mine kid, control who I could speak to, what I could do, where I could go. Cuz I KNOW you and I know you are NOT a monster. 

So what you afraid I am a monster? Wow ok

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